TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO STARTED WATCHING ME AFTER MY LAST SUBMITTED PIC:
THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOU ALL

seriously, like, i'm still shocked. i haven't uploaded anything in a WHILE and yet i'm still getting a bunch of people watching me! you all are so wonderful amazing. ;w;

actually, that's what i wanted to talk about: the fact that i haven't uploaded anything not only on here but on tumblr as well.

i've just been completely and utterly uninspired to do anything. in real life, i've had some shitty things happen like my grandpa being in the hospital, my parents being in a car accident, suddenly losing health insurance making my medication THAT I NEED go from $10-50 to $70-260, and being unable to find a job...

all these...negative things just aren't doing it for me. instead of sketching and coloring, i've been slacking off and watching tv series and dramas. i find inspiration in nothing; usually i'd come on here or on tumblr, see some really awesome shit, then sudeenly want to draw. but no, not this time. i hate that this is how i am now, but i can't really help it.

i realized that if i go out and just wander a bit, go to the beach, or travel some place then perhaps i'd find something but, alas, i cannot for i lack the money to do so. :/

ah well, c'est la vie.